Kisah hari Ahad..

Frust betul! So many bad things happens around me lately nih....sakit hati ada, menyampah ada, sesal ada...geram ada, sedih ada...semuanya ada!

First my doter....kesian dia, asyik kena kacau dgn lembaga hitam (i guess hantu raya) - don't ask me how benda ni berlaku coz i tak tahu, cuma one thing for sure...who ever does this, jawablah nanti kat akhirat, i won't balas-balas...i won't stoop to their level!

It is not a saka...definitely not, confirmed by a few alim ulamak..it is simply sihir dari manusia yang tidak puas hati dgn keadaan kami! Manusia macam ni pun masih ada lagi dalam dunia nih.

To me as simple as this, tak puas hati habaq kat kami....then kami boleh minta maaf, if kami ada terkasar bahasa or tersalah laku....jangan main sihir je, takde tuhan ke depa nih? As far as i am concerned, i have done nothing wrong to people around me...but then, itu setakat kefahaman diri sendiri, mungkin juga ada buat salah....so tell me, yell at me, lempang sepak terajang le i don't mind, but pls jangan mangsakan my family....by doing all these sihir-mihir. It is not good, it is not good for the heart, it is not good pada Allah pun. Kenapalah mudah sangat nak mengenakan orang melalui sihir.....mana le depa ni letak Allah dalam hati depa?

Kalau ikut hati sakit, hati marah, hati geram....sampai kiamat tak habis. Kawal lah sikit sekeping hati yang hitam itu...banyak2kan zikir daripada asek nak musnahkan manusia lain! (sorry, termeluah sat, sbb soooo upset!)

This year sahaja my doter tu dah 5 x kena attack dgn lembaga hitam.....and paling frust when she wanted to answer my simple question over something...tup-tap keluar perkataan-perkataan yang tak ada langsung dalam kamus BM!!!! This just happen hari Ahad lepas, frust betul!

Oh no, bukan bahasa cina, bukan juga bahasa tamil...not even thailand....tak wujud vocab dia! I was crying when i heard her few words, and she kind of blur....my question is very simple: 'kakak dah mandi hadas besar ke belum?' sebab my doter nih dah akil baligh (her monthly period)....just to check, tahu-tahu jelah budak-budak..sometimes benda2 ni as mother we have to check juga sekali sekala.....she just diam, mata pandang i tapi her mind was somewhere else...

I yelled at her (actually bukan nak marah dia pun, tapi sbb marah dgn apa benda merapu yang keluar dari mulut dia...). Called my mum, mengadu pasal nih....mum suruh berubat. Aduhai, me so letih lah with all these berubat-ubat and so on....tapi i have to do what i have to do le nampak gayanya.....

She went to the toilet, stayed there for hours - menangis sorang-sorang dlm toilet tu! Sian le pulak...but then time tu hati meradang sangat-sangat.

Another reason angin lain macam on that day sbb husband SO BIJAK, pi pasar intention nak beli ikan merah seekor...memang dia beli, tapiiiiiii sekor tu harga RM50++!!! - memang terkejut beruk le gak kan.....

The fish is soooo big, but what ticks me off ialah sbb dia tak tanya dulu sekilo berapa....lenkali sayang ku, tanyalah dulu sekilo berapa and berpada2lah tengok size ikan tu.....kita bukan makan banyak pun ikan merah tu!!!

I know its his money, saperlah daku nak questions kan...but then, kebijaksanaan suami ku sungguhlah kureng bab-bab benda nih.

Next time, memang daku le gak kena pi pasar nampak gayanya!