Gemuknyaaaa!!!!

Huwaaaaa! Bila dah tua nih everything seems to slow down....payah benar nak slimdown macam dulu-dulu.....

I need to do something! Cewah! KUNUN! Cita-cita kemain tinggi, tapi honestly I don't have the strength to control my 'jalan-jalan cari makan'!

Jamu serbuk dah sampai, but then managed to telan semalam.....pening lalat le gak sekejap sbb dah lama tinggal jamu serbuk nih. Now tak berhenti-henti le pulak menbuang angin - proooop, preeeep, priiiit, pssssttt semua keluar.

Tak kisahlah asalkan jangan jd macam ni udah!

Hmm what menu to cook today? Pening juga nak sediakan juadah berbuka puasa ni.

Yesterday menu daging tulang rusuk lembu masak kerutuk - macam terror kan? Tapi sebenarnya kerutuk instant je...campak paste kerutuk, campak daging tulang rusuk, campak santan, campak cili padi yang dititik-titik, letak sikit garam, campakkan sekeping asam keping dah siap!

Surprisingly it was nice, suami makan bertambah!

So today menu apa tak tahu, can't think of one now sebab bahan kat rumah ni tak cukup. Nama je surirumah tapi tak ke pasar...yang ada cuma telur, aduhai...menu telur ke today? hari tu dah buat sambal telur......

Lately nih terlalu tak organise life nih....rupa diri sendiri pun dah macam 'hantu'....I need a break actuallynya, tapi bila? Seems like I dont have time for myself...nih yang rasa nak menangis nih.

I missed those time when I had the time to lepak-lepak makan-makan, jalan-jalan sambil membazirkan duit dengan my cousin and anak buah...I really missed those time, but then all of us kebetulan this year terlalu busy sampai susah nak jumpa pun....if borak kat phone pun setakat say 'hello' , then the answer yang keluar dari mulut 'sorry, tak boleh nak borak, i call you back' which in the end the intention of berborak tu terus dilupakan....

My hair is in a mess, my face dah rupa serabut, my body pun dah mulai mengumpul lemak....oh sedihnyaaaaaaa!

I NEED TO DO SOMETHING, SOMETHING REALLY FAST! I need a hair cut, rasa macam nak potong paras bahu je but then I love it when my hair is slightly longer as it is now - masalahnya nak manage!.....I need to trim my eyebrows - it's so bushy dah macam kening burung belatuk dah rasanya! Thanx to mak andam yang pi tarah kening haku sampai dah jadi macam kening pelakon opera cina! I had a beautiful shapely eyebrows once upon a time, and now dah macam semak samun yang tak bertebas!

But I like to see things as blessing behind disguise, though I may have to experience all of it, suffer from it..at least, boleh le memesan kat anak-anak dara yang ada supaya jangan usik eyebrow yang ada, dikhuatiri kelak jadi macam ibu mereka! Tapi selalunya pesan memesan, nasihat menasihati ni tak jalan....been there, done that!