...Esok anak-anak bersekolah semula, risau bila mengenangkan hari-hari ada je mangsa kematian sbb pandemic nih....Alhamdulillah stock PROTECUR 100 dah sampai, and they are already taking it for quite a few while.
To be honest, I am very impressed with this product and dengar cerita juga as inhibitor to burn fats gitew (I really need all the help to burn fat fast) sbb at the rate I am taking my food, memang sungguh menakutkan! Tak boleh control le......dlm kununnya taknak makan bertambah, tambah le gak sepinggan dua! Camner le nak slim melentik-lentik badan kalo camnih, buat malu company je!
Mula-mula memang seram sejuk juga nak makan Protecur 100 nih, tapi sbb dah terlalu desperate, makan jugalah kan...alhamdulillah sore throat gone within 3 days, including flu lagik! Terkejut gue time tu sbb memang dah fedup habis dah dgn ubat doctor...and to be honest, haku takut mati! Dosa banyak weh! Tak cukup lagi bertaubat, tak cukup lagi berbakti pada ibu ayah, suami, anak-anak....tu belum campo lagi benda-benda lain yang i should do like ibadat-ibadat yang dituntut seperti pergi Haji tu semua.....
Ketakutanku tahap maksima sbb ada chronic asthma....dah le si H1N1 ni gemor sgt dengan orang yang ada asthma ni semua.....sungguhlah menakutkan! Lucky me dpt kenal owner Protecur nih....a very nice lady...both suami isteri sungguh friendly, very informative....very caring...sepanjang kami sekeluarga makan Protecur 100 ni they keep on calling to check on us.
Terharu juga ada manusia yang very caring like them. I guess sbb they have children too, and they know how worry parents can be bila anak-anak sakit. Masa tu doters sakit teruk betul, sampai haku naik meradang dgn pihak hospital sbb tak hospitalisedkan depa nih, fever sampai above 40 degree! Muka dah macam udang kena bakar.....but probably doc knows best kot....mungkin symptom anak tak sampai tahap serious, well...i dunno but memang waktu tu hubby dah ckp kalo apa2 jadi kat anak, memang siap le spital tu.
Lucky us, we are back in good health. Paling impressed when my son sihat walafiat time kami semua berquarantine, so I really like this product. So much so, that I become a distributor.....sbb lepas sorang-sorang order through me, baik le haku terus jadi distributor!
In fact, tomorrow if ada masa I will go to the school to meet up with the Principal abt this product, mungkin nak share this with other parents di luar sana! Personally I think, parents should have 'something' to standby, tak kiralah apa pun, sbb anak2 paling fragile, selain dari yang semput chronic cam haku nih and pesakit jantung, and yang lain-lain tu ====> group kami ni paling bermasalah dgn pandemic nih....so we need something to boost our immune system, cam haku ni kalo le betul2 terkena, and my immune system is weak, rasanya 2-3 hari dah OUT kot...nauzubillah!
Why I say so? sbb dah experience masuk ICU, dah experience doctor sampai panic sbb 2 kali neubeliser pun tak jalan! Apa lagi? masuk spital le haku, tu yang tak larat tu....susah juga bila dah tua2 baru terkena asthma, and i blame my husband for being so selfish asek nak ber aircon 24/7! Now pakai kipas pun dah takde maaf bagimu dah! sbb once i'm in...susah dah nak pulih!
Truthfully, I was on steroid pumps to ease my asthma - that serious. It does help, but haku kena pump every morning, so i have like 2 types of pumps to be taken everyday...Alhamdulillah, syukur pada Allah...I have stopped taking the steroid pumps sejak amal Protecur 100...and I hope it will remain that way, sbb tak seronok ber'steroid-steroid' nih, badan bagai di pam-pam!
Monday, August 31, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Aiseyman........
Aiseyman....almost sepanjang hari kawasan rumah ni blackout. Another reason for for us to have our berbuka puasa di luar Finally, jam 5:30 pm (while I was having a serious conversation over the phone with anak buah) the electric ada semula.
By that time, I was too MALAS untuk memasak, banyak barang di dapur tak cukup dan if bahan tak cukup memang I don't feel like cooking, nanti tak sedap! (ceh! alasan je tu, ngaku je lah pemalas sebenarnya!)
This day is one of those day that I managed to have a long talk with my relatives a.k.a anak buah. To be honest anak buah ni, one of my trusted buddies - so she can 'kantoi' me if she wants to, habislah matilah haku! But then she won't, cause I have her secrets too....win-win situation gitew hahahaha!
Sebab dah 'tak sempat' nak masak, so me and the kids went to bazaar ramadhan di Bandar Tun Hussein Onn, parking punyalah payah so we had to park nuuuunnn jauh ceruk, letih juga nak berjalan.....but makan punya pasal, kami gagahkan jugak.
Sesampai di rumah, suami belum reach home lagi (fuh, selamat!)....tup-tap, air le pulak takde! Dah! habislah! Coz we don't keep water dlm bekas (kolah) - we don't have one! Lucky us, ber'tapau' makanan, imagine if I proceed masak juga habis tunggang langgang dapur yang memang dah sedia rupa macam kapal karam tu!...tulah, setiap peristiwa atau apa yang kita lakukan tu sebenarnya ada hikmah.....
Suami sampai just in time - betul-betul waktu azan berkumandang, so me and hubby berbuka dengan Nasi Beriyani lauk kambing dan daging (confirm tripple le gemuk haku nih by the end of Ramadhan!), and Nasi Ayam Dara for the girls.....and the son - tumpang makanan ibu dia.
Kesian Qal, sebab sakit perut le pulak - I guess bulan puasa ni dia kena gastric....puas le gak ku urut2 perut dgn minyak angin. Finally after all urutan tak menjadi, i just gave him some portions of Mylanta and he went to sleep - kesian dia!
I really cannot get rid of my cravings for coverstitch machine....parah dah nih, in my life I never have this kind of cravings....cravings for machine jahit plak tu! Adakah ini tanda-tanda 'penuaan' bermula??? Oh no!
Back then, I used to crave for delicious food (nih memang 'sign mati' sampai tua kot), and all the makeups, parfums, baju, handbags, shoes, watches, you name it, semua ada dalam lists.....terlalu byk cravings sampai now rasa macam nak sedekah je kat sesaper yang nak, but then dlm diri ada gak perasaan 'sayang' a.k.a kedekut taik idung masin (berubahlah wahai Emo!) so ku kenselkan intention tu.
P/S - sesuai ke perkataan 'cravings' tu? hmmmm in my vocab = SESUAI SANGAT! sbb dah kemaruk, macam orang mengandung mengidam!
I have been cravings for this machine a few weeks already, that means I REALLY-REALLY NEED ONE! Hubby soh fikir byk kali, sbb he's afraid the wife 'hot-hot chicken shit' - hmmmm I nak jugak! nak jugak! tak kira nak jugakkkkkk!
I have another 6 custom made order for tudung - dari gang-gang my mum kat area rumah ni....aduhai, serba-salah dibuatnya....want this and that, but price nak the cheapest.....I am not the sort of person yang suka overcharge people, sbb i don't like people to do the same to me. But when the price given is a win-win situation for both, pls don't ask for more, sian mak....dah le terteleng-teleng kepala menjahit, ter'rabun-rabun bijik mata (I need ubat mata Permata Hijrah tu, have to have one!), sakit bahu sbb tertunduk-tunduk nak pastikan jahitan tu straight and perfect (though honestly, takde perfect mana pun!!!!!).
However, since they are my mum's friends and they have been very nice and supportive to me - special price for makcik-makcik BUT only this time, next time they won't get this special price, sbb obviously tak pulang modal....
Inilah dugaan berniaga, but whatever it is...i really enjoy being the boss, berniaga, cracking my head to be a little bit creative (creative ke? adeh!)...cause it makes my brain bekerja like 24/7! I makes me alive!
So, tomorrow night CONFIRM pengsan tido berdengkur lagi, cause I plan to overwork myself to complete tempahan tudung-tudung + readymade tudung for sale. Sorry le ye darleng ku, me cannot perform 'kerja overtime' nampak gayanya tomorrow. Any intentions for that, pls postpone to another time!
By that time, I was too MALAS untuk memasak, banyak barang di dapur tak cukup dan if bahan tak cukup memang I don't feel like cooking, nanti tak sedap! (ceh! alasan je tu, ngaku je lah pemalas sebenarnya!)
This day is one of those day that I managed to have a long talk with my relatives a.k.a anak buah. To be honest anak buah ni, one of my trusted buddies - so she can 'kantoi' me if she wants to, habislah matilah haku! But then she won't, cause I have her secrets too....win-win situation gitew hahahaha!
Sebab dah 'tak sempat' nak masak, so me and the kids went to bazaar ramadhan di Bandar Tun Hussein Onn, parking punyalah payah so we had to park nuuuunnn jauh ceruk, letih juga nak berjalan.....but makan punya pasal, kami gagahkan jugak.
Sesampai di rumah, suami belum reach home lagi (fuh, selamat!)....tup-tap, air le pulak takde! Dah! habislah! Coz we don't keep water dlm bekas (kolah) - we don't have one! Lucky us, ber'tapau' makanan, imagine if I proceed masak juga habis tunggang langgang dapur yang memang dah sedia rupa macam kapal karam tu!...tulah, setiap peristiwa atau apa yang kita lakukan tu sebenarnya ada hikmah.....
Suami sampai just in time - betul-betul waktu azan berkumandang, so me and hubby berbuka dengan Nasi Beriyani lauk kambing dan daging (confirm tripple le gemuk haku nih by the end of Ramadhan!), and Nasi Ayam Dara for the girls.....and the son - tumpang makanan ibu dia.
Kesian Qal, sebab sakit perut le pulak - I guess bulan puasa ni dia kena gastric....puas le gak ku urut2 perut dgn minyak angin. Finally after all urutan tak menjadi, i just gave him some portions of Mylanta and he went to sleep - kesian dia!
I really cannot get rid of my cravings for coverstitch machine....parah dah nih, in my life I never have this kind of cravings....cravings for machine jahit plak tu! Adakah ini tanda-tanda 'penuaan' bermula??? Oh no!
Back then, I used to crave for delicious food (nih memang 'sign mati' sampai tua kot), and all the makeups, parfums, baju, handbags, shoes, watches, you name it, semua ada dalam lists.....terlalu byk cravings sampai now rasa macam nak sedekah je kat sesaper yang nak, but then dlm diri ada gak perasaan 'sayang' a.k.a kedekut taik idung masin (berubahlah wahai Emo!) so ku kenselkan intention tu.
P/S - sesuai ke perkataan 'cravings' tu? hmmmm in my vocab = SESUAI SANGAT! sbb dah kemaruk, macam orang mengandung mengidam!
I have been cravings for this machine a few weeks already, that means I REALLY-REALLY NEED ONE! Hubby soh fikir byk kali, sbb he's afraid the wife 'hot-hot chicken shit' - hmmmm I nak jugak! nak jugak! tak kira nak jugakkkkkk!
I have another 6 custom made order for tudung - dari gang-gang my mum kat area rumah ni....aduhai, serba-salah dibuatnya....want this and that, but price nak the cheapest.....I am not the sort of person yang suka overcharge people, sbb i don't like people to do the same to me. But when the price given is a win-win situation for both, pls don't ask for more, sian mak....dah le terteleng-teleng kepala menjahit, ter'rabun-rabun bijik mata (I need ubat mata Permata Hijrah tu, have to have one!), sakit bahu sbb tertunduk-tunduk nak pastikan jahitan tu straight and perfect (though honestly, takde perfect mana pun!!!!!).
However, since they are my mum's friends and they have been very nice and supportive to me - special price for makcik-makcik BUT only this time, next time they won't get this special price, sbb obviously tak pulang modal....
Inilah dugaan berniaga, but whatever it is...i really enjoy being the boss, berniaga, cracking my head to be a little bit creative (creative ke? adeh!)...cause it makes my brain bekerja like 24/7! I makes me alive!
So, tomorrow night CONFIRM pengsan tido berdengkur lagi, cause I plan to overwork myself to complete tempahan tudung-tudung + readymade tudung for sale. Sorry le ye darleng ku, me cannot perform 'kerja overtime' nampak gayanya tomorrow. Any intentions for that, pls postpone to another time!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Gemuknyaaaa!!!!
Huwaaaaa! Bila dah tua nih everything seems to slow down....payah benar nak slimdown macam dulu-dulu.....
I need to do something! Cewah! KUNUN! Cita-cita kemain tinggi, tapi honestly I don't have the strength to control my 'jalan-jalan cari makan'!
Jamu serbuk dah sampai, but then managed to telan semalam.....pening lalat le gak sekejap sbb dah lama tinggal jamu serbuk nih. Now tak berhenti-henti le pulak menbuang angin - proooop, preeeep, priiiit, pssssttt semua keluar.
Tak kisahlah asalkan jangan jd macam ni udah!
Hmm what menu to cook today? Pening juga nak sediakan juadah berbuka puasa ni.
Yesterday menu daging tulang rusuk lembu masak kerutuk - macam terror kan? Tapi sebenarnya kerutuk instant je...campak paste kerutuk, campak daging tulang rusuk, campak santan, campak cili padi yang dititik-titik, letak sikit garam, campakkan sekeping asam keping dah siap!
Surprisingly it was nice, suami makan bertambah!
So today menu apa tak tahu, can't think of one now sebab bahan kat rumah ni tak cukup. Nama je surirumah tapi tak ke pasar...yang ada cuma telur, aduhai...menu telur ke today? hari tu dah buat sambal telur......
Lately nih terlalu tak organise life nih....rupa diri sendiri pun dah macam 'hantu'....I need a break actuallynya, tapi bila? Seems like I dont have time for myself...nih yang rasa nak menangis nih.
I missed those time when I had the time to lepak-lepak makan-makan, jalan-jalan sambil membazirkan duit dengan my cousin and anak buah...I really missed those time, but then all of us kebetulan this year terlalu busy sampai susah nak jumpa pun....if borak kat phone pun setakat say 'hello' , then the answer yang keluar dari mulut 'sorry, tak boleh nak borak, i call you back' which in the end the intention of berborak tu terus dilupakan....
My hair is in a mess, my face dah rupa serabut, my body pun dah mulai mengumpul lemak....oh sedihnyaaaaaaa!
I NEED TO DO SOMETHING, SOMETHING REALLY FAST! I need a hair cut, rasa macam nak potong paras bahu je but then I love it when my hair is slightly longer as it is now - masalahnya nak manage!.....I need to trim my eyebrows - it's so bushy dah macam kening burung belatuk dah rasanya! Thanx to mak andam yang pi tarah kening haku sampai dah jadi macam kening pelakon opera cina! I had a beautiful shapely eyebrows once upon a time, and now dah macam semak samun yang tak bertebas!
But I like to see things as blessing behind disguise, though I may have to experience all of it, suffer from it..at least, boleh le memesan kat anak-anak dara yang ada supaya jangan usik eyebrow yang ada, dikhuatiri kelak jadi macam ibu mereka! Tapi selalunya pesan memesan, nasihat menasihati ni tak jalan....been there, done that!
Terlajak Sahur....
Oh no, apa ni????? Kami terlajak tidur lagi!!!
I have never been so tired in my life as I am right now...so just to ensure that I dont miss my Subuh prayer again...here I am, in front of the PC, cracking my head to solve some questions from customers, uploading & downloading pictures, etc, etc.....sikit lagi nak solat....then I will decide nak sambung tidur atau sambung buat kerja.
Usually mata mengantuk ni BEFORE solat, sbb dah 'ditepek' kulit 'pumba' kat mata tu....I wonder bulan puasa tu syaitan & iblis managed to do that??? Or simply it was me, yang kat dalam diri nih yang liat sangat? Oh no, nauzubillah.....
Actually the alarm has been set to 4:30am.....dah berbunyi pun alarm tu, but I push the button 'snooze' now and then berulang-ulang kali ..and the result sedar-sedar dah terlajak!
Personally, I don't like to miss any of my sahur...it is important for me, as my energy can easily worn out throughout the day...all the food taken really helps to keep me fit (kununnyalah kan.....kalo dah jenis kuat mentekedarah, ada je jawapannnya!).....
Actually no problem pun if tak sahur, it is just that the knowledge that Sahur tu sunat, ada kebaikannya...terasa rugi if tak buat......
Kesian kat anak-anak juga...they are good kids when it comes to performing their puasa, memang jenis tahan perut if tak bersahur......the hubby pun, dia lagi suka kalo tak bersahur pun, so he can have longer sleeptime!
Hmmm what is my plan today ya? Aduh, bila fikir pasal tudung, rasa susah hati betul.....last night I don't know what is wrong, semua tudung senget-benget dibuatnya.....I guess sbb keletihan kot, dah tak dpt nak concentrate menjahit. Nak ku take my own sweet time tak boleh juga, yang ditempah nak kena deliver (memandangkan memang dah lama sgt pun).
I try not to delay jahit menjahit nih, sebab stocks kain punyalah banyak (gara-gara tamak haloba beli kain), so now have to complete the orders, the readymade so that dapat le rolling-stone kan modal untuk project lain.
Coming soon, a product to protect immunity level, this product is good for me personally...cause I have tried it when I had my serious sore-throat, runny nose....within 3 day, and to be exact abt a week all the symptoms gone. I have given up hope on doc's medication at that time, kebetulan recommended to try this and Alhamdulillah, problem solved within a week!
So my children are on this right now, it is just a drop in a glass of water....minum je terus....
......solat time!......
I have never been so tired in my life as I am right now...so just to ensure that I dont miss my Subuh prayer again...here I am, in front of the PC, cracking my head to solve some questions from customers, uploading & downloading pictures, etc, etc.....sikit lagi nak solat....then I will decide nak sambung tidur atau sambung buat kerja.
Usually mata mengantuk ni BEFORE solat, sbb dah 'ditepek' kulit 'pumba' kat mata tu....I wonder bulan puasa tu syaitan & iblis managed to do that??? Or simply it was me, yang kat dalam diri nih yang liat sangat? Oh no, nauzubillah.....
Actually the alarm has been set to 4:30am.....dah berbunyi pun alarm tu, but I push the button 'snooze' now and then berulang-ulang kali ..and the result sedar-sedar dah terlajak!
Personally, I don't like to miss any of my sahur...it is important for me, as my energy can easily worn out throughout the day...all the food taken really helps to keep me fit (kununnyalah kan.....kalo dah jenis kuat mentekedarah, ada je jawapannnya!).....
Actually no problem pun if tak sahur, it is just that the knowledge that Sahur tu sunat, ada kebaikannya...terasa rugi if tak buat......
Kesian kat anak-anak juga...they are good kids when it comes to performing their puasa, memang jenis tahan perut if tak bersahur......the hubby pun, dia lagi suka kalo tak bersahur pun, so he can have longer sleeptime!
Hmmm what is my plan today ya? Aduh, bila fikir pasal tudung, rasa susah hati betul.....last night I don't know what is wrong, semua tudung senget-benget dibuatnya.....I guess sbb keletihan kot, dah tak dpt nak concentrate menjahit. Nak ku take my own sweet time tak boleh juga, yang ditempah nak kena deliver (memandangkan memang dah lama sgt pun).
I try not to delay jahit menjahit nih, sebab stocks kain punyalah banyak (gara-gara tamak haloba beli kain), so now have to complete the orders, the readymade so that dapat le rolling-stone kan modal untuk project lain.
Coming soon, a product to protect immunity level, this product is good for me personally...cause I have tried it when I had my serious sore-throat, runny nose....within 3 day, and to be exact abt a week all the symptoms gone. I have given up hope on doc's medication at that time, kebetulan recommended to try this and Alhamdulillah, problem solved within a week!
So my children are on this right now, it is just a drop in a glass of water....minum je terus....
......solat time!......
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Terlajak bangun tido....
I missed my solat subuh today, ni le akibatnya bila keletihan semalam dgn urusan yang pelbagai...
Last night sampai rumah 11:00pm, terus sambung jahit tudung...naik rabun-rabun mata dibuatnya.....menguap dah hampir berpuluh kali, suami pun dok jeling-jeling dah (sure bengang bini dia asek pegang mesin jahit ha3x)
Akhirnya kena sound juga, so nak taknak daku dgn jiwa yang tak ikhlas berbaringlah sambil tengok tv......ntah bila boleh terlena, wallahualam.....sedar-sedar dah terlajak jam 5:20am.
Kelam kabut goreng je hotdog utk sahur. Mata terlalu mengantuk sampai dah tak boleh tahan, ku sambung tidur lagi (buat alarm kat hp tapi no point sbb tak dengar langsung! nih kes tido mati).
Sedar-sedar jam dah pukul 9:00 am! Rupa2nya suami ku kesian tgk bini dia tido berdengkur-dengkur...so dia tak kejutkan solat Subuh! Geram betul, ada ka!!!
Tengah kelam kabut buat so man ythings, my doter came to me telling me abt her dream last night.
She dreamt: She was on a three, tangan terikat....then she saw lembaga hitam (yang selalu kacau dia) turun dari langit, aiming for a girl. This 'it' took the girl terus naik ke langit so masa lembaga dengan budak perempuan tu naik, she saw the girl was crying yelping for help....looking at her sambil minta tolong bantu dia....
.......and tahu tak saper? Adik Nurin!.......
My doter said she can't help sbb tangan terikat.
I really hope ini cuma mainan tidur, janganlah hendaknya apa-apa petanda yang tidak baik (anything got to do with lembaga hitam and insan yang dah pergi dlm keadaan tragis nih sungguh menakutkan dan menyusahkan hati ku....) Especially when we ourselves are in 'paranormal' situation.....
NAUZUBILLAH.....
Last night sampai rumah 11:00pm, terus sambung jahit tudung...naik rabun-rabun mata dibuatnya.....menguap dah hampir berpuluh kali, suami pun dok jeling-jeling dah (sure bengang bini dia asek pegang mesin jahit ha3x)
Akhirnya kena sound juga, so nak taknak daku dgn jiwa yang tak ikhlas berbaringlah sambil tengok tv......ntah bila boleh terlena, wallahualam.....sedar-sedar dah terlajak jam 5:20am.
Kelam kabut goreng je hotdog utk sahur. Mata terlalu mengantuk sampai dah tak boleh tahan, ku sambung tidur lagi (buat alarm kat hp tapi no point sbb tak dengar langsung! nih kes tido mati).
Sedar-sedar jam dah pukul 9:00 am! Rupa2nya suami ku kesian tgk bini dia tido berdengkur-dengkur...so dia tak kejutkan solat Subuh! Geram betul, ada ka!!!
Tengah kelam kabut buat so man ythings, my doter came to me telling me abt her dream last night.
She dreamt: She was on a three, tangan terikat....then she saw lembaga hitam (yang selalu kacau dia) turun dari langit, aiming for a girl. This 'it' took the girl terus naik ke langit so masa lembaga dengan budak perempuan tu naik, she saw the girl was crying yelping for help....looking at her sambil minta tolong bantu dia....
.......and tahu tak saper? Adik Nurin!.......
My doter said she can't help sbb tangan terikat.
I really hope ini cuma mainan tidur, janganlah hendaknya apa-apa petanda yang tidak baik (anything got to do with lembaga hitam and insan yang dah pergi dlm keadaan tragis nih sungguh menakutkan dan menyusahkan hati ku....) Especially when we ourselves are in 'paranormal' situation.....
NAUZUBILLAH.....
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Its gonna be a hectic day!
Today is gonna be a hectic day for me and the kids....
Last night dok drive melilau 1 KL just to kill the time before 'pick-up' hubby from his appointmentsssssss......imagine that? banyak sgt appointment sampai haku naik menyampah dan nak termuntah pun ada!
Missed jemaah solat Terawih last night - and when we got back, we were so tired to perform our Terawih routine, so ku sempat buat 8 rakaat je...tak bestnya!
Today, another lists of appointments for both of us, hubby dok ke sana ke mari, me pun camtu gak tapi with 'extra baggage' = the kids! Nak urus sorang-sorang, take my own sweet time memang tiada harapan especially time cuti sekolah ni. Ni le yang paling tak larat, especially nak melayan kerenah yang paling kecil.
We will berbuka puasa outside, hubby dgn 'people' dia...and we will be on our own - nyampah betul!...Tapi, tapi, tapi...i cannot complaint much sbb dah urusan perniagaan, nanti ku komplen byk langsung fulus tak masuk baru padan muka haku sendiri!
I have a bunch of tudung orders yet to complete, tak tahulah bila siapnya....yesterday managed to complete only 2 helai je, 2 helai je! sungguh tak productive!....terkial-kial dibuatnya....and today, another day wasted just like that (for tudung purpose)....aduhai......
Last night dok drive melilau 1 KL just to kill the time before 'pick-up' hubby from his appointmentsssssss......imagine that? banyak sgt appointment sampai haku naik menyampah dan nak termuntah pun ada!
Missed jemaah solat Terawih last night - and when we got back, we were so tired to perform our Terawih routine, so ku sempat buat 8 rakaat je...tak bestnya!
Today, another lists of appointments for both of us, hubby dok ke sana ke mari, me pun camtu gak tapi with 'extra baggage' = the kids! Nak urus sorang-sorang, take my own sweet time memang tiada harapan especially time cuti sekolah ni. Ni le yang paling tak larat, especially nak melayan kerenah yang paling kecil.
We will berbuka puasa outside, hubby dgn 'people' dia...and we will be on our own - nyampah betul!...Tapi, tapi, tapi...i cannot complaint much sbb dah urusan perniagaan, nanti ku komplen byk langsung fulus tak masuk baru padan muka haku sendiri!
I have a bunch of tudung orders yet to complete, tak tahulah bila siapnya....yesterday managed to complete only 2 helai je, 2 helai je! sungguh tak productive!....terkial-kial dibuatnya....and today, another day wasted just like that (for tudung purpose)....aduhai......
Monday, August 24, 2009
Malasnyaaaaa!
Today is my malas day!
Banyak tudung yang ditempah tak siap2 lagi, at the same time kena juga buat yang readymade....kena alternate le gayanya, 1 ditempah 1 readymade kasik adil sikit!
Can I not go to the fabric shop? aduhai, malas betul nak drive...especially with all the kids...kalau tak bercakar-cakaran, bertekak-tekakkan memang tak sah!
Hubby plak tak dpt nak bantu, full with appointments today - Ya Allah, mudahkanlah urusan suami ku dan murahkanlah rezeki kami....harap2 sgt ada good news dlm Ramadhan ni.....dah lama tak bershopping sakan (nampak sangat niat haku tak betul!)
Jamu-jamu pulak hampir semua out of stocks, payah betul rasanya sekejap ada sekejap takde macam biskut chipsmore tu, stressing betul dibuatnya.....if stocks tak cukup, means banyak hutang jamu yang kena dilangsaikan, adeh! bab hutang-hutang ni yang seram sejuk...
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Harap2 bulan puasa ni kuranglah gangguan paranormal hendaknya, but then...last 2 years (ker last year? i lost my memory dah, nampak gaya kena makan ubat genius) bulan Ramadhan pun tak jalan gak, si cik puntianak tetap gak nak menjerit kat ruang tamu rumah waktu sahur!
I really hope this year takde le pulak yang gatai2 nak menegur haku waktu menyediakan juadah bersahur, nauzubillah..
Banyak tudung yang ditempah tak siap2 lagi, at the same time kena juga buat yang readymade....kena alternate le gayanya, 1 ditempah 1 readymade kasik adil sikit!
Can I not go to the fabric shop? aduhai, malas betul nak drive...especially with all the kids...kalau tak bercakar-cakaran, bertekak-tekakkan memang tak sah!
Hubby plak tak dpt nak bantu, full with appointments today - Ya Allah, mudahkanlah urusan suami ku dan murahkanlah rezeki kami....harap2 sgt ada good news dlm Ramadhan ni.....dah lama tak bershopping sakan (nampak sangat niat haku tak betul!)
Jamu-jamu pulak hampir semua out of stocks, payah betul rasanya sekejap ada sekejap takde macam biskut chipsmore tu, stressing betul dibuatnya.....if stocks tak cukup, means banyak hutang jamu yang kena dilangsaikan, adeh! bab hutang-hutang ni yang seram sejuk...
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Harap2 bulan puasa ni kuranglah gangguan paranormal hendaknya, but then...last 2 years (ker last year? i lost my memory dah, nampak gaya kena makan ubat genius) bulan Ramadhan pun tak jalan gak, si cik puntianak tetap gak nak menjerit kat ruang tamu rumah waktu sahur!
I really hope this year takde le pulak yang gatai2 nak menegur haku waktu menyediakan juadah bersahur, nauzubillah..
KAU PERGI JUA.....
...kau pergi jua..
setelah cinta ku kini membara...
belum sempat ku curahkan kasihku...
kau pergi, tak kembali....
Gremlins gone..ke Rahmatullah....
Malam Ramadhan, time kami pergi solat Terawih.....I guess ajal dia memang dibulan Ramadhan..
Before that, tiba2 Gremlins bertenaga, boleh angkat kepala, boleh gerak2 tangan (or kaki?) depannya....dan boleh mengesot-ngesot (tangan depanje boleh gerak, kedua kaki belakang macam orang lumpuh)...trying to get out from the toilet (rumah dia)....bersungguh2 sampai mengeletar tangannya guna energy untuk menyeret bodynya yang besar tu...
I guess he wanted to die tempat port yang dia suka, near to tempat menjahitku.....But then, since kami nak pergi solat Terawih, ku letakkan dia di dalam box (so that dpt avoid dia menyeret2 tubuh ke sana ke mari, tersiksa benar rupanya...)
So now, dalam almost 14 cats we had in this year, tinggal seekor shj lagi untuk diselamatkan = Miss Baby
Tinggal Miss Baby je lagi....still playing around, but pagi2 ni kelihatan monyok sikit....see how it goes.....I am making myself stronger again somehow, though sekali sekala terbayang2 wajah gremlins at his favourite place....I missed this one, attached to it.....sbb tu tempat peluk2 manja....now dia dah takde....
I guess, if something happen to Baby, the first person to cry is my husband...dia terlampau attached to her, mengalahkan sayang kat anak sendiri.....setiap hari dok belek2 dok timang2 si Baby nih.....
setelah cinta ku kini membara...
belum sempat ku curahkan kasihku...
kau pergi, tak kembali....
Gremlins gone..ke Rahmatullah....
Malam Ramadhan, time kami pergi solat Terawih.....I guess ajal dia memang dibulan Ramadhan..
Before that, tiba2 Gremlins bertenaga, boleh angkat kepala, boleh gerak2 tangan (or kaki?) depannya....dan boleh mengesot-ngesot (tangan depanje boleh gerak, kedua kaki belakang macam orang lumpuh)...trying to get out from the toilet (rumah dia)....bersungguh2 sampai mengeletar tangannya guna energy untuk menyeret bodynya yang besar tu...
Deep inside my heart, satu perasaan gembira timbul...berbunga di hati that there is an improvement that he is not going to die.....I was wrong.
I guess he wanted to die tempat port yang dia suka, near to tempat menjahitku.....But then, since kami nak pergi solat Terawih, ku letakkan dia di dalam box (so that dpt avoid dia menyeret2 tubuh ke sana ke mari, tersiksa benar rupanya...)
So now, dalam almost 14 cats we had in this year, tinggal seekor shj lagi untuk diselamatkan = Miss Baby
Tinggal Miss Baby je lagi....still playing around, but pagi2 ni kelihatan monyok sikit....see how it goes.....I am making myself stronger again somehow, though sekali sekala terbayang2 wajah gremlins at his favourite place....I missed this one, attached to it.....sbb tu tempat peluk2 manja....now dia dah takde....
I guess, if something happen to Baby, the first person to cry is my husband...dia terlampau attached to her, mengalahkan sayang kat anak sendiri.....setiap hari dok belek2 dok timang2 si Baby nih.....
Friday, August 21, 2009
Mr Gremlins
When he was 2 months old....
Latest picture before he falls sick....he was actually big in size, now right this moment...still fighting...still trying to breathe properly....
Went to the vet abt 10 am this morning, nothing we can do, doc gave me 2 choices:
1. let him die - clinically - by injection kalau tak silap (well, i am not so sure sbb tak pernah experience matikan kucing secara sengaja....)
or
2. bawak balik rumah and let him die on his own....
Doc told me the most he can fight pun by tonight, or tomorrow...sedihnya....
I gave him some air zam-zam (nak ambil berkat air barakah nih), and I told him go, don't fight anymore....kami redha....and I asked his forgiveness for not being able to do the best for him, for all the things that we did to him (kami kuat sakat dia....suka tengok his reactions)....and I thank him for all the love he has shared with us....
I gave him some air zam-zam (nak ambil berkat air barakah nih), and I told him go, don't fight anymore....kami redha....and I asked his forgiveness for not being able to do the best for him, for all the things that we did to him (kami kuat sakat dia....suka tengok his reactions)....and I thank him for all the love he has shared with us....
A few people gave me their point of view about benda2 yang terjadi nih....hmmm I am giving a very serious consideration......
Sambung pasal kucing lagi...
Kay, di pendekkan cerita, now my 2 cats yang tinggal pun sakit juga...lepas sekor, sekor...
Last night i was crying again, my Gremlins tak dpt bangun dah, dah terberak2 kat tempat tido nya....dan keluarkan 1 bunyi...bunyi nazak......tertolak2 kepala dia sampai ke belakang badan...macam tersiksa sangat....
Padahal baru pagi semalam elok je Gremlins ni makan, minum semua (he just recovered sekejap je..the same trend my other cats buat before saying goodbye to us).
Hmmmm there is not so much i can do, especially when hubby balik lambat, dan refuse to search for 24-hours pet clinic for Gremlins (he got his strong reasons, so malas nak fight dgn dia pasal ni)....
I gave my prayer last night, and redhakan pemergiannya....so i thought this morning dah tak ada...rupa2nya still surviving, though pernafasan sangatlah lemah.....i gave him some air zam-zam, adalah seteguk dua dia telan....
Kesian sangat, I will wait till the vet buka, then if umur Gremlins panjang we will bring him there, if not then may he rest in peace.
He is a fighter sebenarnya.....and I curse 'whatever' yang mengacau my kucing-kucing nih...it is not that i don't want to accept if there is any virus lurking around killing my cats, but the trend oh so pelik-pelik...with the bunyi, with the so many things happening in this house and around us....I have a very strong feeling it is not just sbb kucing-kucing sakit, but something mengganggu mereka!
Last night i was crying again, my Gremlins tak dpt bangun dah, dah terberak2 kat tempat tido nya....dan keluarkan 1 bunyi...bunyi nazak......tertolak2 kepala dia sampai ke belakang badan...macam tersiksa sangat....
Padahal baru pagi semalam elok je Gremlins ni makan, minum semua (he just recovered sekejap je..the same trend my other cats buat before saying goodbye to us).
Hmmmm there is not so much i can do, especially when hubby balik lambat, dan refuse to search for 24-hours pet clinic for Gremlins (he got his strong reasons, so malas nak fight dgn dia pasal ni)....
I gave my prayer last night, and redhakan pemergiannya....so i thought this morning dah tak ada...rupa2nya still surviving, though pernafasan sangatlah lemah.....i gave him some air zam-zam, adalah seteguk dua dia telan....
Kesian sangat, I will wait till the vet buka, then if umur Gremlins panjang we will bring him there, if not then may he rest in peace.
He is a fighter sebenarnya.....and I curse 'whatever' yang mengacau my kucing-kucing nih...it is not that i don't want to accept if there is any virus lurking around killing my cats, but the trend oh so pelik-pelik...with the bunyi, with the so many things happening in this house and around us....I have a very strong feeling it is not just sbb kucing-kucing sakit, but something mengganggu mereka!
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Kucing yang sakit....
Hmmmm tak tahu lah camner nak cerita pasal pets kat rumah ni.
First of all husband memang tak suka kucing, not a cat hater but memang rimas dgn binatang2 nih, entah macam mana this year dia boleh kemaruk nak ber'baby' kecik (anak kucing)
So all of a sudden we have like 7-8 kittens...bayangkan rumah ni macam mana....he was so much in love with the cat mengalahkan sayang kat anak2 kengkadang....malam2 bangun semata2 to check on his pets...
Tup tap, sekor-sekor mati, dan cara kematian sungguh pelik...the cats (some kitten dah besar juga) tiba2 takmo makan, takmo minum, termenung byk, lepas 2-3 hari terus mati...camtu je.
At first we thought it was a virus attack, but doc dah tolak kemungkinan tu sbb after several checkups, blood tests, etc memang takde virus...so doc kata mungkin depression.....
I remembered the day when Bumblebee passed away, melolong2 panggil kami, so i was feeding him (force-feeding some water), crying my heart out sbb Bumblebee ni masa tu paling cute, paling bijak...tiba2 kurus kering within a few days.....and he was quite active a few hours before tu (adalah dlm 1-2 jam), tiba2 terlentok tak bermaya....nak bangun pun tak boleh.
It was staring at me, but the eyes tu macam dah takde jiwa....kosong...semacam je.....finally about 12:00am lebih kurang, he passed away. Husband yang hadap dia.....so nak ditanam malam2 tu juga nanti orang tuduh kami tanam benda apa2 ke, jadi kes le pulak...so hubby letak di luar rumah. I was on the internet, mengadu kat petfinder sebab sedih sgt....tiba-tiba...terdengar bunyi berdehem seekor kucing (bunyi sebijik macam Bumblebee)...betul2 next to the window (i didn't know hubby letak kat situ)...
Meremang bulu roma...but then me buat tak tahu je....
So, masa nak tidur, kami dah terlelap le gak...tiba-tiba.........kami terkejut bunyi as if orang melompat betul-betul menghadap bilik air (di mana kami letak Gremlins, another cat). Hubby bangun dan tengok (it was so close to us, so memang takde sesiapa) but it bunyi tu kuat sangat sampai both of us boleh tersentak bangun....
Bulu roma dah meremang-remang dah, but then kitorang buat donno je.....since ah takde sesiapa di situ.....
Keesokannya tiba-tiba.....Oreo tak boleh berjalan, mengesot2, menggeletik as if menderita sangat - TIBA-TIBA JE! takde angin puting beliung, yesterdaynya elok sihat walafiat meloncat2 walaupun mata dia bengkak sebelah sebab nerve system rosak, etc.....
I was crying again....apa lagi le nak jadi kat kucing2 nih.....bwk pi doc, nothing detected...actually doc tak dpt nak detect apa pun sbb Oreo tak boleh jalan for a few hours je....lepas tu okay semula...
The it started mogok makan, mogok minum...asyik termenung je....
Again, force-feeding lagi....after a few days, Oreo looked into my eyes, and came close to my face, staring at me as if trying to tell me 'good-bye' and main-main kejap......it was gone the next day in its litter box - the litter box sangatlah bersih and Oreo kelihatan macam tidur je....
That's it to me! Oreo ni antara yang paling kami sayang...sbb it came to us when it was sooo small, the mother probably tinggalkan dia sbb Oreo cacat....sedih betul.
A few days after that.....Yoda pula buat the same trend, tak boleh jalan tiba-tiba, termenung, takmo makan minum...bwk pi doc, none detected..so again, doc kata 'depression'
A few days, it was gone! Just like that!......nanti ku sambung balik...nak kena hantar suami nih....
First of all husband memang tak suka kucing, not a cat hater but memang rimas dgn binatang2 nih, entah macam mana this year dia boleh kemaruk nak ber'baby' kecik (anak kucing)
So all of a sudden we have like 7-8 kittens...bayangkan rumah ni macam mana....he was so much in love with the cat mengalahkan sayang kat anak2 kengkadang....malam2 bangun semata2 to check on his pets...
Tup tap, sekor-sekor mati, dan cara kematian sungguh pelik...the cats (some kitten dah besar juga) tiba2 takmo makan, takmo minum, termenung byk, lepas 2-3 hari terus mati...camtu je.
At first we thought it was a virus attack, but doc dah tolak kemungkinan tu sbb after several checkups, blood tests, etc memang takde virus...so doc kata mungkin depression.....
I remembered the day when Bumblebee passed away, melolong2 panggil kami, so i was feeding him (force-feeding some water), crying my heart out sbb Bumblebee ni masa tu paling cute, paling bijak...tiba2 kurus kering within a few days.....and he was quite active a few hours before tu (adalah dlm 1-2 jam), tiba2 terlentok tak bermaya....nak bangun pun tak boleh.
It was staring at me, but the eyes tu macam dah takde jiwa....kosong...semacam je.....finally about 12:00am lebih kurang, he passed away. Husband yang hadap dia.....so nak ditanam malam2 tu juga nanti orang tuduh kami tanam benda apa2 ke, jadi kes le pulak...so hubby letak di luar rumah. I was on the internet, mengadu kat petfinder sebab sedih sgt....tiba-tiba...terdengar bunyi berdehem seekor kucing (bunyi sebijik macam Bumblebee)...betul2 next to the window (i didn't know hubby letak kat situ)...
Meremang bulu roma...but then me buat tak tahu je....
So, masa nak tidur, kami dah terlelap le gak...tiba-tiba.........kami terkejut bunyi as if orang melompat betul-betul menghadap bilik air (di mana kami letak Gremlins, another cat). Hubby bangun dan tengok (it was so close to us, so memang takde sesiapa) but it bunyi tu kuat sangat sampai both of us boleh tersentak bangun....
Bulu roma dah meremang-remang dah, but then kitorang buat donno je.....since ah takde sesiapa di situ.....
Keesokannya tiba-tiba.....Oreo tak boleh berjalan, mengesot2, menggeletik as if menderita sangat - TIBA-TIBA JE! takde angin puting beliung, yesterdaynya elok sihat walafiat meloncat2 walaupun mata dia bengkak sebelah sebab nerve system rosak, etc.....
I was crying again....apa lagi le nak jadi kat kucing2 nih.....bwk pi doc, nothing detected...actually doc tak dpt nak detect apa pun sbb Oreo tak boleh jalan for a few hours je....lepas tu okay semula...
The it started mogok makan, mogok minum...asyik termenung je....
Again, force-feeding lagi....after a few days, Oreo looked into my eyes, and came close to my face, staring at me as if trying to tell me 'good-bye' and main-main kejap......it was gone the next day in its litter box - the litter box sangatlah bersih and Oreo kelihatan macam tidur je....
That's it to me! Oreo ni antara yang paling kami sayang...sbb it came to us when it was sooo small, the mother probably tinggalkan dia sbb Oreo cacat....sedih betul.
A few days after that.....Yoda pula buat the same trend, tak boleh jalan tiba-tiba, termenung, takmo makan minum...bwk pi doc, none detected..so again, doc kata 'depression'
A few days, it was gone! Just like that!......nanti ku sambung balik...nak kena hantar suami nih....
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Kisah hari Ahad..
Frust betul! So many bad things happens around me lately nih....sakit hati ada, menyampah ada, sesal ada...geram ada, sedih ada...semuanya ada!
First my doter....kesian dia, asyik kena kacau dgn lembaga hitam (i guess hantu raya) - don't ask me how benda ni berlaku coz i tak tahu, cuma one thing for sure...who ever does this, jawablah nanti kat akhirat, i won't balas-balas...i won't stoop to their level!
It is not a saka...definitely not, confirmed by a few alim ulamak..it is simply sihir dari manusia yang tidak puas hati dgn keadaan kami! Manusia macam ni pun masih ada lagi dalam dunia nih.
To me as simple as this, tak puas hati habaq kat kami....then kami boleh minta maaf, if kami ada terkasar bahasa or tersalah laku....jangan main sihir je, takde tuhan ke depa nih? As far as i am concerned, i have done nothing wrong to people around me...but then, itu setakat kefahaman diri sendiri, mungkin juga ada buat salah....so tell me, yell at me, lempang sepak terajang le i don't mind, but pls jangan mangsakan my family....by doing all these sihir-mihir. It is not good, it is not good for the heart, it is not good pada Allah pun. Kenapalah mudah sangat nak mengenakan orang melalui sihir.....mana le depa ni letak Allah dalam hati depa?
Kalau ikut hati sakit, hati marah, hati geram....sampai kiamat tak habis. Kawal lah sikit sekeping hati yang hitam itu...banyak2kan zikir daripada asek nak musnahkan manusia lain! (sorry, termeluah sat, sbb soooo upset!)
This year sahaja my doter tu dah 5 x kena attack dgn lembaga hitam.....and paling frust when she wanted to answer my simple question over something...tup-tap keluar perkataan-perkataan yang tak ada langsung dalam kamus BM!!!! This just happen hari Ahad lepas, frust betul!
Oh no, bukan bahasa cina, bukan juga bahasa tamil...not even thailand....tak wujud vocab dia! I was crying when i heard her few words, and she kind of blur....my question is very simple: 'kakak dah mandi hadas besar ke belum?' sebab my doter nih dah akil baligh (her monthly period)....just to check, tahu-tahu jelah budak-budak..sometimes benda2 ni as mother we have to check juga sekali sekala.....she just diam, mata pandang i tapi her mind was somewhere else...
I yelled at her (actually bukan nak marah dia pun, tapi sbb marah dgn apa benda merapu yang keluar dari mulut dia...). Called my mum, mengadu pasal nih....mum suruh berubat. Aduhai, me so letih lah with all these berubat-ubat and so on....tapi i have to do what i have to do le nampak gayanya.....
She went to the toilet, stayed there for hours - menangis sorang-sorang dlm toilet tu! Sian le pulak...but then time tu hati meradang sangat-sangat.
Another reason angin lain macam on that day sbb husband SO BIJAK, pi pasar intention nak beli ikan merah seekor...memang dia beli, tapiiiiiii sekor tu harga RM50++!!! - memang terkejut beruk le gak kan.....
The fish is soooo big, but what ticks me off ialah sbb dia tak tanya dulu sekilo berapa....lenkali sayang ku, tanyalah dulu sekilo berapa and berpada2lah tengok size ikan tu.....kita bukan makan banyak pun ikan merah tu!!!
I know its his money, saperlah daku nak questions kan...but then, kebijaksanaan suami ku sungguhlah kureng bab-bab benda nih.
Next time, memang daku le gak kena pi pasar nampak gayanya!
First my doter....kesian dia, asyik kena kacau dgn lembaga hitam (i guess hantu raya) - don't ask me how benda ni berlaku coz i tak tahu, cuma one thing for sure...who ever does this, jawablah nanti kat akhirat, i won't balas-balas...i won't stoop to their level!
It is not a saka...definitely not, confirmed by a few alim ulamak..it is simply sihir dari manusia yang tidak puas hati dgn keadaan kami! Manusia macam ni pun masih ada lagi dalam dunia nih.
To me as simple as this, tak puas hati habaq kat kami....then kami boleh minta maaf, if kami ada terkasar bahasa or tersalah laku....jangan main sihir je, takde tuhan ke depa nih? As far as i am concerned, i have done nothing wrong to people around me...but then, itu setakat kefahaman diri sendiri, mungkin juga ada buat salah....so tell me, yell at me, lempang sepak terajang le i don't mind, but pls jangan mangsakan my family....by doing all these sihir-mihir. It is not good, it is not good for the heart, it is not good pada Allah pun. Kenapalah mudah sangat nak mengenakan orang melalui sihir.....mana le depa ni letak Allah dalam hati depa?
Kalau ikut hati sakit, hati marah, hati geram....sampai kiamat tak habis. Kawal lah sikit sekeping hati yang hitam itu...banyak2kan zikir daripada asek nak musnahkan manusia lain! (sorry, termeluah sat, sbb soooo upset!)
This year sahaja my doter tu dah 5 x kena attack dgn lembaga hitam.....and paling frust when she wanted to answer my simple question over something...tup-tap keluar perkataan-perkataan yang tak ada langsung dalam kamus BM!!!! This just happen hari Ahad lepas, frust betul!
Oh no, bukan bahasa cina, bukan juga bahasa tamil...not even thailand....tak wujud vocab dia! I was crying when i heard her few words, and she kind of blur....my question is very simple: 'kakak dah mandi hadas besar ke belum?' sebab my doter nih dah akil baligh (her monthly period)....just to check, tahu-tahu jelah budak-budak..sometimes benda2 ni as mother we have to check juga sekali sekala.....she just diam, mata pandang i tapi her mind was somewhere else...
I yelled at her (actually bukan nak marah dia pun, tapi sbb marah dgn apa benda merapu yang keluar dari mulut dia...). Called my mum, mengadu pasal nih....mum suruh berubat. Aduhai, me so letih lah with all these berubat-ubat and so on....tapi i have to do what i have to do le nampak gayanya.....
She went to the toilet, stayed there for hours - menangis sorang-sorang dlm toilet tu! Sian le pulak...but then time tu hati meradang sangat-sangat.
Another reason angin lain macam on that day sbb husband SO BIJAK, pi pasar intention nak beli ikan merah seekor...memang dia beli, tapiiiiiii sekor tu harga RM50++!!! - memang terkejut beruk le gak kan.....
The fish is soooo big, but what ticks me off ialah sbb dia tak tanya dulu sekilo berapa....lenkali sayang ku, tanyalah dulu sekilo berapa and berpada2lah tengok size ikan tu.....kita bukan makan banyak pun ikan merah tu!!!
I know its his money, saperlah daku nak questions kan...but then, kebijaksanaan suami ku sungguhlah kureng bab-bab benda nih.
Next time, memang daku le gak kena pi pasar nampak gayanya!
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