Astaghfirullahal'azim......dah nak hujung bulan 6, 2011 - separuh tahun dah baru la teringat pasal blog ni. Lamanyaaaaa tak update....
So many things happened for the past (almost) 6 months.....kisah suka duka, first half of the year was not for me i guess.....asek nangis je...terikat dengan situations, 'ter'luka kan hati seorang kawan (though, unintentonally...i have to admit, i contribute ada buat silap juga).
It shows that manusia, no matter how much we want to do and be the best in everything, be it in what we do, in our relationship.....1 fact that we have to remember is that we are only human.
I am only human, trying to make a living, trying to live in the present and experience life...trying to be a good person...but dalam mencuba dan mencuba, kadangkala Allah menduga.....Allah nak tunjuk, hanya 1 sahaja yang Maha Sempurna.....and dalam kesedihan dan doa-doa, barulah tersedar......'aku ni tak perfect, aku hanya merancang, Allah menentukan segalanya'
Siapa kita untuk melawan takdir, siapa kita untuk menentukan halatuju hidup, perhubungan, kesihatan, dll.....kita hanya berusaha.....dalam kita cuba menjadi yang terbaik, tetap terselit pelbagai cabaran dan dugaan...dan dugaan itu semua haruslah dilihat dalam bentuk positive sebab segala yang berlaku dalam hidup ada rahsia yang tersembunyi.
So because of this, daku akur sahaja - hari-hari memohon semoga Allah memulangkan kembali hubungan yang renggang, memulangkan kembali kesihatan yang hebat kepada suami, memulangkan kembali segala kekayaan yang pernah suatu hari dikecapi, memulangkan kembali ketenangan.......
Alhamdulillah until now, despite all the dugaans, aku bersyukur yang aku masih bernafas, masih dapat makan yang enak, ada tempat berlindung, suami masih lagi disisi, anak-anak masih lagi gelak ketawa riang, masih mempunyai kedua ibu bapa dan adik beradik yang lain - Syukur kepada Allah SWT......masih diberi peluang untuk melihat langit yang biru, berjalan di bumi Allah.....
May the other half of the year brings joy to my life, greater health and spirit, attracts more wealth.....
Sekadar coretan.......
Friday, June 24, 2011
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Dinner for 090210
Bergaduh-gaduh dengan hubby apa nak makan for dinner, ending up: MAKANAN TAPAU SAHAJA!
My menu for tonight: Beehoon Sup (dolu-dolu, sorry lah nak telan makanan jenis camni!)
My menu for tonight: Beehoon Sup (dolu-dolu, sorry lah nak telan makanan jenis camni!)
Burrrpppp! Alhamdulillah, dapat lah 5-6 suap, pastu kenyang dah! The rest of the food doter nombor 2 habiskan - sian dia, jadi tukang DBKL makanan!
I can't stop thinking about the kitten yang ditinggalkan hubby di Surau, kesian dia....dah le montel ya amat!
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Lamanya tak update....
Today hari malas memasak, in fact boleh dikatakan everyday dah mula start takmo masak!
Reason? Kenyang cepat sangat bila mamam sikit je nasi pun dah kenyang..ending up berbuang nasi yang dimasak. Usually masak 3-4 pot size tin susu pekat tu untuk servings 5 orang (2 adult, 3 kids) and balance selalunya ciput je...sekarang sejak 2 menjak ni 1-2 pot pun belum tentu habis.
Today menu simple je:
Breakfast: 1 keping biskut wholemeal Jacob + Peanut Butter (kacang kasar)
Lunch: Soto (with lots of sayur taugeh) - tapau je, minyaknya menakung-nakung!!! Nasi impit ada la tinggai 4 ketui out of hampir 11 ketui...banyak gak tu makan but memang rasa nak termuntah kenyangnya....
Dinner: Ni baru pukul 6:15pm tengah tak tahu nak makan apa...hubby pun naik pening gak nak makan apa malam ni ya????? payah gak bila perut ni mudah kenyang, if dulu nasi + sambal belacan + ikan kering pun boleh habis 2-3 pinggan sekali ngadap! Serious tak tahu nak makan apa....
Today hubby jumpa anak kucing, oh no! dia mulalah nak start buat 'kerja mengutip' dia tu....tak larat betul, tapi anak kucing tu memang gedebab habis! Comel sungguh....dan dok membuntuti kami ke mana pun pergi....gamaknya anak kucing jiran seberang rumah kot....
Nasib baik hubby have 2nd thoughts! Tapi part paling frust di letaknya anak kucing tu kat area surau! Daku plak yang rasa guilty sebab mungkin kitten tu masih lagi menyusu badan ke....reason? sbb jiran takde, so tak sure betul ke jiran punyer? adeh!
Actually, neighbouring ni the type yang buat hal sendiri-sendiri....so susah jugak nak bertanya if kitten tu belongs to someone ke.....the kitten tiba2 ada kat porch depan, menangis-nangis cari maknya..tapi maknya tak nampak batang hidung pun....
We gave her some food - kesian betul makan sampai mengeletar, tapi badan MasyaAllah memang montel habis, mampat betul bila pegang sungguhlah jauh beza dengan Fluffy, Pumpkin & Aoki..tu jenis maintain badan.....
Rasa macam nak pergi je Surau cari balik anak kucing tu dan tanya kejiranan sini saper lah punyer kitten yang sesat ni.
But, on 2nd thoughts...biarlah..letak kat surau, at least kat sana hari-hari orang buat kenduri dan makan-makan....manalah tahu ada insan berhati mulia kutip kitten tu dan bela baik-baik sbb honest, I cannot dah! 3 ekor ni pun nak jaga payah......
Area kat rumah ni ada yang 'benci kucing' terlampau lah benci sampai ada yang sanggup bagi racun, tendang terajang....one of my cats dah kena tempias dah, Baby yang sgt disayangi hubby....meninggal dunia, kena poison food dia (yelah, dia dah besar takkan nak berkurung je dalam sangkar) saper yang buat naya tu biarlah Allah yang menghukum.
Si arwah Baby tu punyalah manja, bukan jenis nakal pun, nak explore kiri kanan kawasan kejiranan takkan jadi salah cause this cat jenis yang berak pun berhemah, takdenya nak shreeeet sana, shreeet sini! Bila fikir-fikir balik rasa nak pindah je balik rumah lama!
Reason? Kenyang cepat sangat bila mamam sikit je nasi pun dah kenyang..ending up berbuang nasi yang dimasak. Usually masak 3-4 pot size tin susu pekat tu untuk servings 5 orang (2 adult, 3 kids) and balance selalunya ciput je...sekarang sejak 2 menjak ni 1-2 pot pun belum tentu habis.
Today menu simple je:
Breakfast: 1 keping biskut wholemeal Jacob + Peanut Butter (kacang kasar)
Lunch: Soto (with lots of sayur taugeh) - tapau je, minyaknya menakung-nakung!!! Nasi impit ada la tinggai 4 ketui out of hampir 11 ketui...banyak gak tu makan but memang rasa nak termuntah kenyangnya....
Dinner: Ni baru pukul 6:15pm tengah tak tahu nak makan apa...hubby pun naik pening gak nak makan apa malam ni ya????? payah gak bila perut ni mudah kenyang, if dulu nasi + sambal belacan + ikan kering pun boleh habis 2-3 pinggan sekali ngadap! Serious tak tahu nak makan apa....
Today hubby jumpa anak kucing, oh no! dia mulalah nak start buat 'kerja mengutip' dia tu....tak larat betul, tapi anak kucing tu memang gedebab habis! Comel sungguh....dan dok membuntuti kami ke mana pun pergi....gamaknya anak kucing jiran seberang rumah kot....
Nasib baik hubby have 2nd thoughts! Tapi part paling frust di letaknya anak kucing tu kat area surau! Daku plak yang rasa guilty sebab mungkin kitten tu masih lagi menyusu badan ke....reason? sbb jiran takde, so tak sure betul ke jiran punyer? adeh!
Actually, neighbouring ni the type yang buat hal sendiri-sendiri....so susah jugak nak bertanya if kitten tu belongs to someone ke.....the kitten tiba2 ada kat porch depan, menangis-nangis cari maknya..tapi maknya tak nampak batang hidung pun....
We gave her some food - kesian betul makan sampai mengeletar, tapi badan MasyaAllah memang montel habis, mampat betul bila pegang sungguhlah jauh beza dengan Fluffy, Pumpkin & Aoki..tu jenis maintain badan.....
Rasa macam nak pergi je Surau cari balik anak kucing tu dan tanya kejiranan sini saper lah punyer kitten yang sesat ni.
But, on 2nd thoughts...biarlah..letak kat surau, at least kat sana hari-hari orang buat kenduri dan makan-makan....manalah tahu ada insan berhati mulia kutip kitten tu dan bela baik-baik sbb honest, I cannot dah! 3 ekor ni pun nak jaga payah......
Area kat rumah ni ada yang 'benci kucing' terlampau lah benci sampai ada yang sanggup bagi racun, tendang terajang....one of my cats dah kena tempias dah, Baby yang sgt disayangi hubby....meninggal dunia, kena poison food dia (yelah, dia dah besar takkan nak berkurung je dalam sangkar) saper yang buat naya tu biarlah Allah yang menghukum.
Si arwah Baby tu punyalah manja, bukan jenis nakal pun, nak explore kiri kanan kawasan kejiranan takkan jadi salah cause this cat jenis yang berak pun berhemah, takdenya nak shreeeet sana, shreeet sini! Bila fikir-fikir balik rasa nak pindah je balik rumah lama!
Monday, August 31, 2009
PROTECUR 100
...Esok anak-anak bersekolah semula, risau bila mengenangkan hari-hari ada je mangsa kematian sbb pandemic nih....Alhamdulillah stock PROTECUR 100 dah sampai, and they are already taking it for quite a few while.
To be honest, I am very impressed with this product and dengar cerita juga as inhibitor to burn fats gitew (I really need all the help to burn fat fast) sbb at the rate I am taking my food, memang sungguh menakutkan! Tak boleh control le......dlm kununnya taknak makan bertambah, tambah le gak sepinggan dua! Camner le nak slim melentik-lentik badan kalo camnih, buat malu company je!
Mula-mula memang seram sejuk juga nak makan Protecur 100 nih, tapi sbb dah terlalu desperate, makan jugalah kan...alhamdulillah sore throat gone within 3 days, including flu lagik! Terkejut gue time tu sbb memang dah fedup habis dah dgn ubat doctor...and to be honest, haku takut mati! Dosa banyak weh! Tak cukup lagi bertaubat, tak cukup lagi berbakti pada ibu ayah, suami, anak-anak....tu belum campo lagi benda-benda lain yang i should do like ibadat-ibadat yang dituntut seperti pergi Haji tu semua.....
Ketakutanku tahap maksima sbb ada chronic asthma....dah le si H1N1 ni gemor sgt dengan orang yang ada asthma ni semua.....sungguhlah menakutkan! Lucky me dpt kenal owner Protecur nih....a very nice lady...both suami isteri sungguh friendly, very informative....very caring...sepanjang kami sekeluarga makan Protecur 100 ni they keep on calling to check on us.
Terharu juga ada manusia yang very caring like them. I guess sbb they have children too, and they know how worry parents can be bila anak-anak sakit. Masa tu doters sakit teruk betul, sampai haku naik meradang dgn pihak hospital sbb tak hospitalisedkan depa nih, fever sampai above 40 degree! Muka dah macam udang kena bakar.....but probably doc knows best kot....mungkin symptom anak tak sampai tahap serious, well...i dunno but memang waktu tu hubby dah ckp kalo apa2 jadi kat anak, memang siap le spital tu.
Lucky us, we are back in good health. Paling impressed when my son sihat walafiat time kami semua berquarantine, so I really like this product. So much so, that I become a distributor.....sbb lepas sorang-sorang order through me, baik le haku terus jadi distributor!
In fact, tomorrow if ada masa I will go to the school to meet up with the Principal abt this product, mungkin nak share this with other parents di luar sana! Personally I think, parents should have 'something' to standby, tak kiralah apa pun, sbb anak2 paling fragile, selain dari yang semput chronic cam haku nih and pesakit jantung, and yang lain-lain tu ====> group kami ni paling bermasalah dgn pandemic nih....so we need something to boost our immune system, cam haku ni kalo le betul2 terkena, and my immune system is weak, rasanya 2-3 hari dah OUT kot...nauzubillah!
Why I say so? sbb dah experience masuk ICU, dah experience doctor sampai panic sbb 2 kali neubeliser pun tak jalan! Apa lagi? masuk spital le haku, tu yang tak larat tu....susah juga bila dah tua2 baru terkena asthma, and i blame my husband for being so selfish asek nak ber aircon 24/7! Now pakai kipas pun dah takde maaf bagimu dah! sbb once i'm in...susah dah nak pulih!
Truthfully, I was on steroid pumps to ease my asthma - that serious. It does help, but haku kena pump every morning, so i have like 2 types of pumps to be taken everyday...Alhamdulillah, syukur pada Allah...I have stopped taking the steroid pumps sejak amal Protecur 100...and I hope it will remain that way, sbb tak seronok ber'steroid-steroid' nih, badan bagai di pam-pam!
To be honest, I am very impressed with this product and dengar cerita juga as inhibitor to burn fats gitew (I really need all the help to burn fat fast) sbb at the rate I am taking my food, memang sungguh menakutkan! Tak boleh control le......dlm kununnya taknak makan bertambah, tambah le gak sepinggan dua! Camner le nak slim melentik-lentik badan kalo camnih, buat malu company je!
Mula-mula memang seram sejuk juga nak makan Protecur 100 nih, tapi sbb dah terlalu desperate, makan jugalah kan...alhamdulillah sore throat gone within 3 days, including flu lagik! Terkejut gue time tu sbb memang dah fedup habis dah dgn ubat doctor...and to be honest, haku takut mati! Dosa banyak weh! Tak cukup lagi bertaubat, tak cukup lagi berbakti pada ibu ayah, suami, anak-anak....tu belum campo lagi benda-benda lain yang i should do like ibadat-ibadat yang dituntut seperti pergi Haji tu semua.....
Ketakutanku tahap maksima sbb ada chronic asthma....dah le si H1N1 ni gemor sgt dengan orang yang ada asthma ni semua.....sungguhlah menakutkan! Lucky me dpt kenal owner Protecur nih....a very nice lady...both suami isteri sungguh friendly, very informative....very caring...sepanjang kami sekeluarga makan Protecur 100 ni they keep on calling to check on us.
Terharu juga ada manusia yang very caring like them. I guess sbb they have children too, and they know how worry parents can be bila anak-anak sakit. Masa tu doters sakit teruk betul, sampai haku naik meradang dgn pihak hospital sbb tak hospitalisedkan depa nih, fever sampai above 40 degree! Muka dah macam udang kena bakar.....but probably doc knows best kot....mungkin symptom anak tak sampai tahap serious, well...i dunno but memang waktu tu hubby dah ckp kalo apa2 jadi kat anak, memang siap le spital tu.
Lucky us, we are back in good health. Paling impressed when my son sihat walafiat time kami semua berquarantine, so I really like this product. So much so, that I become a distributor.....sbb lepas sorang-sorang order through me, baik le haku terus jadi distributor!
In fact, tomorrow if ada masa I will go to the school to meet up with the Principal abt this product, mungkin nak share this with other parents di luar sana! Personally I think, parents should have 'something' to standby, tak kiralah apa pun, sbb anak2 paling fragile, selain dari yang semput chronic cam haku nih and pesakit jantung, and yang lain-lain tu ====> group kami ni paling bermasalah dgn pandemic nih....so we need something to boost our immune system, cam haku ni kalo le betul2 terkena, and my immune system is weak, rasanya 2-3 hari dah OUT kot...nauzubillah!
Why I say so? sbb dah experience masuk ICU, dah experience doctor sampai panic sbb 2 kali neubeliser pun tak jalan! Apa lagi? masuk spital le haku, tu yang tak larat tu....susah juga bila dah tua2 baru terkena asthma, and i blame my husband for being so selfish asek nak ber aircon 24/7! Now pakai kipas pun dah takde maaf bagimu dah! sbb once i'm in...susah dah nak pulih!
Truthfully, I was on steroid pumps to ease my asthma - that serious. It does help, but haku kena pump every morning, so i have like 2 types of pumps to be taken everyday...Alhamdulillah, syukur pada Allah...I have stopped taking the steroid pumps sejak amal Protecur 100...and I hope it will remain that way, sbb tak seronok ber'steroid-steroid' nih, badan bagai di pam-pam!
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Aiseyman........
Aiseyman....almost sepanjang hari kawasan rumah ni blackout. Another reason for for us to have our berbuka puasa di luar Finally, jam 5:30 pm (while I was having a serious conversation over the phone with anak buah) the electric ada semula.
By that time, I was too MALAS untuk memasak, banyak barang di dapur tak cukup dan if bahan tak cukup memang I don't feel like cooking, nanti tak sedap! (ceh! alasan je tu, ngaku je lah pemalas sebenarnya!)
This day is one of those day that I managed to have a long talk with my relatives a.k.a anak buah. To be honest anak buah ni, one of my trusted buddies - so she can 'kantoi' me if she wants to, habislah matilah haku! But then she won't, cause I have her secrets too....win-win situation gitew hahahaha!
Sebab dah 'tak sempat' nak masak, so me and the kids went to bazaar ramadhan di Bandar Tun Hussein Onn, parking punyalah payah so we had to park nuuuunnn jauh ceruk, letih juga nak berjalan.....but makan punya pasal, kami gagahkan jugak.
Sesampai di rumah, suami belum reach home lagi (fuh, selamat!)....tup-tap, air le pulak takde! Dah! habislah! Coz we don't keep water dlm bekas (kolah) - we don't have one! Lucky us, ber'tapau' makanan, imagine if I proceed masak juga habis tunggang langgang dapur yang memang dah sedia rupa macam kapal karam tu!...tulah, setiap peristiwa atau apa yang kita lakukan tu sebenarnya ada hikmah.....
Suami sampai just in time - betul-betul waktu azan berkumandang, so me and hubby berbuka dengan Nasi Beriyani lauk kambing dan daging (confirm tripple le gemuk haku nih by the end of Ramadhan!), and Nasi Ayam Dara for the girls.....and the son - tumpang makanan ibu dia.
Kesian Qal, sebab sakit perut le pulak - I guess bulan puasa ni dia kena gastric....puas le gak ku urut2 perut dgn minyak angin. Finally after all urutan tak menjadi, i just gave him some portions of Mylanta and he went to sleep - kesian dia!
I really cannot get rid of my cravings for coverstitch machine....parah dah nih, in my life I never have this kind of cravings....cravings for machine jahit plak tu! Adakah ini tanda-tanda 'penuaan' bermula??? Oh no!
Back then, I used to crave for delicious food (nih memang 'sign mati' sampai tua kot), and all the makeups, parfums, baju, handbags, shoes, watches, you name it, semua ada dalam lists.....terlalu byk cravings sampai now rasa macam nak sedekah je kat sesaper yang nak, but then dlm diri ada gak perasaan 'sayang' a.k.a kedekut taik idung masin (berubahlah wahai Emo!) so ku kenselkan intention tu.
P/S - sesuai ke perkataan 'cravings' tu? hmmmm in my vocab = SESUAI SANGAT! sbb dah kemaruk, macam orang mengandung mengidam!
I have been cravings for this machine a few weeks already, that means I REALLY-REALLY NEED ONE! Hubby soh fikir byk kali, sbb he's afraid the wife 'hot-hot chicken shit' - hmmmm I nak jugak! nak jugak! tak kira nak jugakkkkkk!
I have another 6 custom made order for tudung - dari gang-gang my mum kat area rumah ni....aduhai, serba-salah dibuatnya....want this and that, but price nak the cheapest.....I am not the sort of person yang suka overcharge people, sbb i don't like people to do the same to me. But when the price given is a win-win situation for both, pls don't ask for more, sian mak....dah le terteleng-teleng kepala menjahit, ter'rabun-rabun bijik mata (I need ubat mata Permata Hijrah tu, have to have one!), sakit bahu sbb tertunduk-tunduk nak pastikan jahitan tu straight and perfect (though honestly, takde perfect mana pun!!!!!).
However, since they are my mum's friends and they have been very nice and supportive to me - special price for makcik-makcik BUT only this time, next time they won't get this special price, sbb obviously tak pulang modal....
Inilah dugaan berniaga, but whatever it is...i really enjoy being the boss, berniaga, cracking my head to be a little bit creative (creative ke? adeh!)...cause it makes my brain bekerja like 24/7! I makes me alive!
So, tomorrow night CONFIRM pengsan tido berdengkur lagi, cause I plan to overwork myself to complete tempahan tudung-tudung + readymade tudung for sale. Sorry le ye darleng ku, me cannot perform 'kerja overtime' nampak gayanya tomorrow. Any intentions for that, pls postpone to another time!
By that time, I was too MALAS untuk memasak, banyak barang di dapur tak cukup dan if bahan tak cukup memang I don't feel like cooking, nanti tak sedap! (ceh! alasan je tu, ngaku je lah pemalas sebenarnya!)
This day is one of those day that I managed to have a long talk with my relatives a.k.a anak buah. To be honest anak buah ni, one of my trusted buddies - so she can 'kantoi' me if she wants to, habislah matilah haku! But then she won't, cause I have her secrets too....win-win situation gitew hahahaha!
Sebab dah 'tak sempat' nak masak, so me and the kids went to bazaar ramadhan di Bandar Tun Hussein Onn, parking punyalah payah so we had to park nuuuunnn jauh ceruk, letih juga nak berjalan.....but makan punya pasal, kami gagahkan jugak.
Sesampai di rumah, suami belum reach home lagi (fuh, selamat!)....tup-tap, air le pulak takde! Dah! habislah! Coz we don't keep water dlm bekas (kolah) - we don't have one! Lucky us, ber'tapau' makanan, imagine if I proceed masak juga habis tunggang langgang dapur yang memang dah sedia rupa macam kapal karam tu!...tulah, setiap peristiwa atau apa yang kita lakukan tu sebenarnya ada hikmah.....
Suami sampai just in time - betul-betul waktu azan berkumandang, so me and hubby berbuka dengan Nasi Beriyani lauk kambing dan daging (confirm tripple le gemuk haku nih by the end of Ramadhan!), and Nasi Ayam Dara for the girls.....and the son - tumpang makanan ibu dia.
Kesian Qal, sebab sakit perut le pulak - I guess bulan puasa ni dia kena gastric....puas le gak ku urut2 perut dgn minyak angin. Finally after all urutan tak menjadi, i just gave him some portions of Mylanta and he went to sleep - kesian dia!
I really cannot get rid of my cravings for coverstitch machine....parah dah nih, in my life I never have this kind of cravings....cravings for machine jahit plak tu! Adakah ini tanda-tanda 'penuaan' bermula??? Oh no!
Back then, I used to crave for delicious food (nih memang 'sign mati' sampai tua kot), and all the makeups, parfums, baju, handbags, shoes, watches, you name it, semua ada dalam lists.....terlalu byk cravings sampai now rasa macam nak sedekah je kat sesaper yang nak, but then dlm diri ada gak perasaan 'sayang' a.k.a kedekut taik idung masin (berubahlah wahai Emo!) so ku kenselkan intention tu.
P/S - sesuai ke perkataan 'cravings' tu? hmmmm in my vocab = SESUAI SANGAT! sbb dah kemaruk, macam orang mengandung mengidam!
I have been cravings for this machine a few weeks already, that means I REALLY-REALLY NEED ONE! Hubby soh fikir byk kali, sbb he's afraid the wife 'hot-hot chicken shit' - hmmmm I nak jugak! nak jugak! tak kira nak jugakkkkkk!
I have another 6 custom made order for tudung - dari gang-gang my mum kat area rumah ni....aduhai, serba-salah dibuatnya....want this and that, but price nak the cheapest.....I am not the sort of person yang suka overcharge people, sbb i don't like people to do the same to me. But when the price given is a win-win situation for both, pls don't ask for more, sian mak....dah le terteleng-teleng kepala menjahit, ter'rabun-rabun bijik mata (I need ubat mata Permata Hijrah tu, have to have one!), sakit bahu sbb tertunduk-tunduk nak pastikan jahitan tu straight and perfect (though honestly, takde perfect mana pun!!!!!).
However, since they are my mum's friends and they have been very nice and supportive to me - special price for makcik-makcik BUT only this time, next time they won't get this special price, sbb obviously tak pulang modal....
Inilah dugaan berniaga, but whatever it is...i really enjoy being the boss, berniaga, cracking my head to be a little bit creative (creative ke? adeh!)...cause it makes my brain bekerja like 24/7! I makes me alive!
So, tomorrow night CONFIRM pengsan tido berdengkur lagi, cause I plan to overwork myself to complete tempahan tudung-tudung + readymade tudung for sale. Sorry le ye darleng ku, me cannot perform 'kerja overtime' nampak gayanya tomorrow. Any intentions for that, pls postpone to another time!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Gemuknyaaaa!!!!
Huwaaaaa! Bila dah tua nih everything seems to slow down....payah benar nak slimdown macam dulu-dulu.....
I need to do something! Cewah! KUNUN! Cita-cita kemain tinggi, tapi honestly I don't have the strength to control my 'jalan-jalan cari makan'!
Jamu serbuk dah sampai, but then managed to telan semalam.....pening lalat le gak sekejap sbb dah lama tinggal jamu serbuk nih. Now tak berhenti-henti le pulak menbuang angin - proooop, preeeep, priiiit, pssssttt semua keluar.
Tak kisahlah asalkan jangan jd macam ni udah!
Hmm what menu to cook today? Pening juga nak sediakan juadah berbuka puasa ni.
Yesterday menu daging tulang rusuk lembu masak kerutuk - macam terror kan? Tapi sebenarnya kerutuk instant je...campak paste kerutuk, campak daging tulang rusuk, campak santan, campak cili padi yang dititik-titik, letak sikit garam, campakkan sekeping asam keping dah siap!
Surprisingly it was nice, suami makan bertambah!
So today menu apa tak tahu, can't think of one now sebab bahan kat rumah ni tak cukup. Nama je surirumah tapi tak ke pasar...yang ada cuma telur, aduhai...menu telur ke today? hari tu dah buat sambal telur......
Lately nih terlalu tak organise life nih....rupa diri sendiri pun dah macam 'hantu'....I need a break actuallynya, tapi bila? Seems like I dont have time for myself...nih yang rasa nak menangis nih.
I missed those time when I had the time to lepak-lepak makan-makan, jalan-jalan sambil membazirkan duit dengan my cousin and anak buah...I really missed those time, but then all of us kebetulan this year terlalu busy sampai susah nak jumpa pun....if borak kat phone pun setakat say 'hello' , then the answer yang keluar dari mulut 'sorry, tak boleh nak borak, i call you back' which in the end the intention of berborak tu terus dilupakan....
My hair is in a mess, my face dah rupa serabut, my body pun dah mulai mengumpul lemak....oh sedihnyaaaaaaa!
I NEED TO DO SOMETHING, SOMETHING REALLY FAST! I need a hair cut, rasa macam nak potong paras bahu je but then I love it when my hair is slightly longer as it is now - masalahnya nak manage!.....I need to trim my eyebrows - it's so bushy dah macam kening burung belatuk dah rasanya! Thanx to mak andam yang pi tarah kening haku sampai dah jadi macam kening pelakon opera cina! I had a beautiful shapely eyebrows once upon a time, and now dah macam semak samun yang tak bertebas!
But I like to see things as blessing behind disguise, though I may have to experience all of it, suffer from it..at least, boleh le memesan kat anak-anak dara yang ada supaya jangan usik eyebrow yang ada, dikhuatiri kelak jadi macam ibu mereka! Tapi selalunya pesan memesan, nasihat menasihati ni tak jalan....been there, done that!
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